Oh Wow, This Guy Lives in A Display Window

I have to admit, this pisses me off. Not sure if you remember, but there's a science museum in Chicago that ran a contest to see who would live in their museum for one month. They paid $10,000. As it turns out, I never received word that I did not win. Contacting them, I found out that my proposal video and application paperwork had been misplaced; what can I do? Should I mope over the fact that I may have won that 10,000 for a job which I've got more experience than anyone else does in the country?

So here we are again, this guy is being sponsored by Downey to live in a display window. Great. I chose to do it all for free, infact, I subsisted on nothing. Why do I beat myself up?